Yeah I know I always think of mimi2112 and wonder if she's still reading this or has moved on whether she is stable off the meds or had a relapse. It's kind of random though some people like the little didgee who I also miss come and go as they need a break. I try to make myself think that they are doing so well that they don't have time to logon. You know like bean got miraculously better and punky is just so busy enjoying doing things with her daughter now that she has her well again...that they are just having a great life or busy planning for the move or whatever...