This t has a whole different style and approach of working, just like my old t said. She works very deep rooted, new t told me, I have many layers to work through.

Anyway, I wished her a happy birthday, my plans were to thank her for last session, tell her about my dissociation and my legs feeling like they are detached from my body and I cant move, and show her an abstract drawing.

Well I did that in 15 min. Then we got back to processing last weeks csa drawing, which led to my mom, which led to deep rooted anger, omg, she is so deep, goes in order, does not veer, brings me back when I change subjects.

She also wants to work on me releasing and voicing my anger feelings without feeling guilt. I know this is not cbt, I know what cbt is, she does disclose stuff about herself.

We both call each other out on stuff if we say stuff we dont like, we made that deal in the beginning.