And this is a good thing?????
It sounds like you are adjusting to the different style now that you are getting more comfortable about seeing new T. I hope that you are willing to keep trying her way and learn more about yourself and where the guilt belongs. You talk about drawing. If I was doing a drawing I know if anger was driving it there would be lots of red in the drawing but I ma not sure what color I would use for guilt. Now I am going to be puzzling over that for awhile. Keep up the good work Sweepy!