I know how you feel Yumi! I have given up on my health care so-called "professionals". They get their info from books & professors and such, but unless you HAVE an illness, you can't fully understand what it's like to LIVE with it or really understand it! Much less call yourself an " authority" on the matter, or know how to "help" anyone! I think all too often the Doctors are the only ones who benefit from our treatments! I'm sure there are still some who genuinely care about their patients, but , for me at least, I've felt more like a "paycheck" than a person. It shouldn't be that way! I often wish I could go to med school & become a Dr. with some compassion!