I saw her this morning around 9.
I told her about a period I was feeling really suicidal and I mentioned something about an extension cord in my room. She tells me to remove the cord from my room.
any way
she calls me just now and asked if I removed the extension cord from my room and I lied and said yes. I use this cord to power things in my room. I told her I'm not going to hurt myself and It was just a period about a week ago I was planning to do end my life with it.
THere are a bunch of cords in my room now that I actually think about.
What does she want me to do? Go to a padded room? The forest
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This can't be life.
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