When I was hospitalized I told the staff that my home was "safe"...it was filled with cords, ties, scarves, kitchen knives, etc...I just wanted to go home, and I knew that the ideas of ending my life had passed. I think that therapists, sometimes, err on the side of caution. Needless to say, I did stay safe...I hope, as HazelGirl did above, that you don't hurt yourself.