I feel as if I have no control over my life at all. I live with parents and kids. Parents control me. I walk on eggshells all day. If kids don't get their way, they start yelling, then parents come running and tell me I am kicked out of house. they are the ones yelling, not me!

parents spoil kids. Teen punches me if she doesn't get her way.

I have a job where I am told what to do all day. I feel as if I can't do anything because everyone is always watching me and waiting for me to mess up so they can yell at me.

I feel as if friends control me also. and they treat me like crap. One friend will make plans, then cancel and say she forgot she has something else to do. And then when I call, she won't answer phone. Lies all the time also.

Teen's boyfriends mom called me other day. Acted like she is my daughters mother and was talking to me as if she was lecturing me.

Parents of my kids friends will say hi to me briefly, then ask all excited how my parents are. I hate when they ask me that because I hate my parents! so I have to act all nice and pretend.

No one knows how much it hurts to be me. How I cry because I am so lonely, frustrated, and miserable. I have no self esteem.

You can tell me not to let people control me but I dont' know how to do that. That does not even exist in my brain.