Thank you, Leah, for pointing out that it could all just be impatience and worry on my part. I'm Olympic gold in worrying about my special topics.

But - I am a strong believer in the saying "When someone shows you who they are, believe them". She is showing me now that we can't see each other as often and that she isn't responding to my inbetween contact as much. I know she's busy. I have such a terrible fear of being taken for a complete fool, though. This feels exactly like what happened with my ex-boyfriend, where he just stopped being in touch as much and became disinterested, but lacked the spine to end the relationship.

Maybe it is just me, maybe I just want to flounce when I'm not getting the attention I want