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Originally Posted by Hbomb0903
I hear people tell me to trust in God and he will heal me. Well I've done that truly in my life and to lesser extents, like now, but my mind still betrays me. It makes it hard to believe.
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Yep, did you see my post? People also had me believing God was my personal genie and when God didn't do what I asked, I would either feel unworthy or ashamed that I was doing "it" wrong...
Its illogical to think that God will heal me from a lifelong disorder just because I ask.
I mean, logically if this was a common occurrence there should be no such thing as a lifelong/terminal illnesses, because we could all just pray away every disease and disorder under the sun...
What is beautiful about faith though, is that I can trust Him to comfort and guide me through the darkness. This way my struggles aren't always so lonely, scary and seemingly neverending, because regardless of what I feel, or think, I don't for 1 minute BELIEVE that I'm alone.