I would be embarrassed but no one noticed, I hid it well. A few weeks ago I drank a lot and got in a bad emotional state, took the paring knife and slashed up the right side of my chest. Must have cut across at least 40 times :-( fortunatley the knife was pretty dull so the cuts weren't too deep, there's a small amount of scarring but nothing too bad. Feel like such a fool for doing it. My gf hasn't noticed and im hoping it stays that way, i decided not to discuss this with pdoc for fear of being sectioned. I had to tell someone though, i dont think i would get any kind of response from people in my life that would help but couldn't keep it to myself. I want to talk to my gf about it but her grandad just died of lung cancer and i dont want to put further stress on her. Now its mostly healed up i think i would like to leave it in the past and move on but there is a lot of stress in my life right now and im worried it will happen again. Thanks for listening PC.