It seems like everytime I bring up my feelings, it only stresses people out and upsets them. My boyfriend has told me that trying to support me and make me happy has made him feel sick and he cries almost everyday.

I hate that I do this just by being myself. I guess I keep hoping someone can accept me for who I am, but how can I expect others to when I don't? If I were dating me, I would have broken up with me a long time ago. I am so disgusted and fed up with myself.

I'm crying and my head hurts and I don't know what to do