yea i got some meds in. im still getting these philosophical thoughts in me and well truth is... im not doing so well because of this plane flight i have to take in 5 days or so. ive been having more panic attacks and im scared to be away from my dad who can protect me. im flying alone. ive been having more panic attacks and psychotic thoughts because im stressed out and scared outta my mind. i dont wanna even think about it. but it keep subconciously coming to the surface no matter how much i try to supress it. i cant sleep at night. i wake up tired and cant go back to bed. im getting less hours of sleep at night. its hell right now.