The person who sexually abused me was way below legal age, as was I, we were both willing participants in that I didn't know any better, and we both stopped when she was old enough to get pregnant. I had F'd up dreams because of it about sleeping with my mother, my sister and my grandmother. When I asked her last year 25-30 years after the fact what had happened, she didn't deny anything. Turns out she was abused by somebody else.

I enjoyed the sex then, and I'd do it again with her, so, was it abuse, or am I really messed up?