Sometimes what I think would be the most useful thing for me, isn't. Infact the more I know the less I know, if that makes sense?

I guess if you put a gun to my head and make me give 1 thing, I would have to say T being "herself" I found this the most difficult to come to terms with in the begining. T would make a "mistake" and I would be outraged.

Now I know this has helped me a great deal. If I found out she was wearing a mask of perfection, I would feel distrust.