I relate to this so so much. I want to tell her how I feel too but I am just too scared. I have developed extremely strong maternal type feelings towards Her. I long for her to hug me (she won't I'm sure) and I'm afraid I will push her away by telling her about my feelings. She practices mindfulness and is always referring to being in the present moment. I don't know how to bring it up,or even if I should. She isn't particularly warm. I just feel like a client who has her 50 mins and that's it, it's over - all extremely professional and very strict boundaries. And I shouldn't expect more but I do. And is it so wrong? I have never had a close maternal relationship - this weekend is Mothering Sunday in the UK. All very triggering!