The thing with this friend is is so full of himself - he will screw anyone of to get to where he wants to get trying to push his photography career. Just didn't think it would of been me. I think what prompted this was his room-mate was looking at our pics the one day we were out taking pic - he said to my friend I am sorry she takes better pictures than you. I know that bruised his "ego" so entering this contest and winning was a way for him to feel better about himself. I wish I could link you the picture he entered vs one of mine.

I did call him out (nice way) but he hasn't acknowledged what did or how it hurt me. He truly doesn't care. So now I don't know what to do with him - like is this someone I want to be around - I can't settle out of loneliness or lack of friends for hurtful friendships.

I will keep pushing through my anxiety and get out there and get what pictures I can

The social media thing gets me I feel like lack of friends and I have hardly any left nor any family to share in special moments. Depresses me. Like my life isn't as good as others. I know people that have 900 friends don't know each and everyone of them but still gets me. Like few months ago FB did that time line video of when you joined - most people got video's I got a thank you card LOL I didn't have enough moments to share....smh