Terrified to go back to work. Have been on sick leave for 2 months - still have huge problems getting out of bed, but I NEED to get back - I am bored and need a reason to get up in the morning. Just very scared that I'll break down again (since I don't even feel close to being ok yet). My psychiatrist suggested I wait, but I really feel that I need to go back. However, now I'm stressing out about it - don't know if I can handle it... I can't break down again - will lose my job...