The person I love has borderline. We're currently just seeing each other as best friends though... but we're both "nice BPDs", we're easily manipulated and both of us get pushed around a lot. Even though I act stupid when I'm afraid of abandonment (suicide threats and accusing her of wanting to leave me), she gets it and she'll always forgive me as soon as I realize how horrible I was acting and apologize. She thought I was hurt or starting to get sick of her yesterday and basically said "I'm sorry if I come off as clingy or needy and I'm not saying this to control you, but you seem a bit distant lately. You seem less loving in the way you talk to me. Have I done or said anything that upset or hurt you? I'm sorry if I did. I love you more than anything in the world, I hope you know that. I'd kill or die for you anyday." And I could assure her immediately that she still means the world to me and I've just been feeling like **** lately and therefor shut everyone out a little. We love each other unconditionally and I guess what I'm trying to say is that, even I, who am an ugly, worthless, pathetic human being can be loved. And I love HER more than anything, her personality disorder could never change that. Good look sweetie, you'll find someone eventually. If they turn away from you because they're ignorant then they're not even worthy of your love.

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