I've always been into all natural/safe/non-toxic cleaning and beauty stuff, but I've never really spent any time learning about it.

Yesterday I spent not hours, but the whole damn day researching DIY all natural, safe and non-toxic recipes for health and beauty products and for cleaning products.

Today so far I have scribbled down a full on business plan for a shop that caters to People who want to use these DIY products or for people who want to buy all the ingredients and make their own stuff at home. Sounds like fun right, unfortunately no matter how much amazingness could come from actually following through with this ridiculously manic idea, I know the second my depression hits I will be worse off than ever having all that responsibility and none of the drive or passion I feel right now.

Do I ever get to do anything amazing without being worried that when I'm low I won't be able to handle it? I've always dreamed of being an entrepreneur and I've taken a few business classes in community college, but I just feel like it would only work when I'm manic. And any other time it would be a huge chore and a burden.

I wonder if there's a way to induce mania and stay there as long as you like? Although then I'd be snappy and quippy to everyone I talked to and everyone would think I'm a witch with a B and then of course eventually I'd have no customers just like I have no real friends left.

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