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Yes. That is very, very hard to deal with. Perhaps you can think of a serene place that you can bury her? That helped a bit for me w/ my late uncle & also my cousins' late dog. I would go there sometimes & "talk" to them. Yes, it sounds crazy, but I think it assists in achieving some sort of closure.

Or perhaps you can start a "peace garden" this spring & place her ashes there? You can put your favourite flowers there.........and some "Forget-Me-Nots", too.

Hope this helps.

Desy