Feeling low and hopeless. Its just a matter of time before this comes around again. And there is nothing anyone can do about it. Nothing anyone can do to help me, they've tried all they could in the past but it hasnt worked. Cant wait to get out of this place to go home and at least be somewhere quiet and comfortable, and get my meds on time when I have eaten and not so long after that I get sick. Sick of this ward, sick of group, sick of life.