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Old Mar 27, 2014, 07:23 PM
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Originally Posted by Hbomb0903 View Post
I don't go because I wonder if this is what I'm unconsciously using it for. Even though I feel wretched and do believe I need med changes. My doctor still can't get me in for 3 weeks! I can't wait that long for sure. I have insurance and can admit myself, I checked. I don't want to go, but I do want to go... it's like everything else right now. I just can't seem to get my **** together!!

I mean if it's not going to cause you undue stress, then go. I just want you to know you may not feel 100% at the end because they will likely only keep you for about a week.

See when I was 18/19 I didn't have anything to lose by going inpatient. Now I have a job and a family, not to mention a $2000 deductible I would have to pay. And I sure don't have money. So I have to only use the hospital if I know I cannot control my destructive impulses. I scrape by otherwise. If you can go IP without losing anything then do it. Because at least then you will get a few days to sort things out and not have to worry about basics like food and shelter.
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