Dear T,

Thank you for listening to me the way you did, despite my annoying, ambiguous whining.....I know that makes it hard to connect with me. I truly don't do it on purpose - my mind sucks But yet you never give up. Why is that? Some say it's just for the $$$.....but I don't think so with you.....I really don't. Even though I don't think you understand what I mean about feeling differently and like a different person, that's ok. Just that you want to understand makes me happy

Thank you for telling me it's ok about that one thing I didn't want to tell you. Thank you that you seem to get my implicitness, even though I know it's childish.

Without you, honestly, not sure how I would be making it right now. You've really made a difference in my life. The key will be holding onto it for dear life when I find myself reeling again. I appreciate you