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Originally Posted by JaneC
You replied to my email, and explained what you really meant that I couldn't hear last week. You were validating, empathetic, reassuring, clear(which you know I need) and you got back to me quick smart given it was a Monday and I know what your schedule is like on a Monday morning.
But......
I just wanted you to call me, to make sure I was ok, to protect me, to help me feel better..........I wanted you to take care of me. I realise I may have wanted you to be the father that I never had. S h I t!!!!!!!!! What is that???
That I will probably never tell you. Although, I bet you already know after my outburst last week. Siiiiiigh.  |
Thank you T. Thanks for understanding just how hard it was for me to tell you this ^^^^^ and for thanking me for doing so. It was bloody hard for me to tell........I wander why we didn't talk about the meaning of that? Probably because I totally diverted the conversation for fear of the discussion!! Maybe??
More work to do huh? Siiiiigh