I found his current address and phone number by going on Peoplesmart. I've sent him an e-mail, text message and letter. I can do nothing more although I keep thinking I should. He's moved to the next state. He's an adult (at least chronologically) and I guess I have to concede he has the right to do whatever he thinks is best. Maybe I just feel sorry for myself because I was rejected by my original blood relatives when I was young and now the last living member of my immediate family is also rejecting me. I can only apologize so many times and I'm weary. If things happen in this life so we can grow and learn then I should be a freakin' genius by now shouldn't I?