Sorry I didnt realise my post was negative. I know this one will be. What AP's have you tried?

Every single person I know personally who had ect has memory problems, headaches and still need to be on heavy duty meds after. It was pushed on me last week after triggered depression, which left me once the AP's kicked in. Cant believe the hospital wanted me to do it when meds were sufficient, I just needed time for them to work. They told me I was beyond severe enough to be having it... yet APs still worked to get me out of it. Funny that, makes me wonder how much the insurance companies pay for ect treatment for them to push it.