I need to tell a story, create SOMETHING, but I can't pull it together in my head, and I get so close, but it slips away every time, and I can't keep ahold of it and I don't know what to do anymore. I know what I can do, but I don't know what I NEED to do, what I'm being led to do.

All I want is some advice, and to talk about this. I'm sorry if this isn't the right place for it, but I needed to get this written down and set up before it slipped away from me too.