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Originally Posted by WeepingWillow23
 How did you stop the night time ones, or did they go on their own? I don't usually get them during the day, well they don't last anywhere near as long because I can usually distract myself out of it. But at night time there's nothing to do except try to relax and go to sleep so it just gets out of control for me :/
Yeah I can relate to putting so much effort into something that you're afraid to give it in case it's not appreciated. It's just too risky to make yourself so vulnerable by revealing something you've put your heart and soul into. Well that's how I feel about it anyway
*Willow* |
I don't know what made the night ones go away. Just like my insomnia, once my husband moved in with me I stopped having really bad insomnia about 90% of the time. Thought loops and also waking up from what I called "flashbacks" with like bullies yelling at me, those also went away. I don't know why. My only guess is that he must make me feel safe enough to fall asleep, which is great! He doesn't do anything. Just his presence. He doesn't even know, actually. And during the bad time when I first came here to PC, I actually was having all my old problems.
I have to note that my previous marriage, my ex didn't have the same effect on me.
I did feel my son wouldn't really appreciate it. Or, his dad would find it and rip it up. I felt kind of dumb having made it, like I was being smarter than I should be or something and making too big of a deal out of everything.
