Thanks everyone. Its good to be back. I missed you all terribly but had so much going on and crazyness and, and, and omg....so much.
You ever feel like ur in hole your trying to climb out of but someone put grease on the sides? yea. It feels like there is no end in site financially, mentally, everything. Trying to stay positive and mentally healthy lately. sheesh. I have been having some downright serious panic attacks. I sure hope they ease up soon. Its horrible. debilitating.

so yes. Im sorry for being gone so long and it feels goood to be back.