Thanks for that Faerie I'm sorry about all your effort being wasted. I thought it was interesting that you said "...I was being smarter than I should be..." like you're not 'allowed' to be smart. I think you're smart I know that you struggle cognitively, but that doesn't stop you being smart. My Dad always says he's stupid and that makes me sad, because I really don't think he's stupid at all. His english is very poor because no one taught him to read until he was 11yo (even though he attended school!), but he's really good at maths and he's so practical in ways that I'm not even though I'm considered 'book smart' i.e. he can just look at a problem and see a simple practical solution. Anyway I'm rambling but I just wanted to say that I thought you were smart and that it's a shame that you feel you should hide that or 'dumb down'

*Willow*