It made me paranoid, anxious, freaked out, terrified. I would literally sit in a chair and not move, afraid to make a sound. I was convinced the sound would be heard by everyone everywhere and somehow this would be bad. I smoked for almost 20 years and it got worse and worse and worse. but i have an addictive personality and craved those few moments of the high when i felt mellow and good and chatty and creative and the PTSD seemed to disappear and psychosis, what's that? I've been clean two years now and only now do i realize how psychotic I was all those years, delusional, sometimes hallucinating. I'm not against pot. People should make their own informed choices. But i am against pot for me. It is just bad news. Even though I wish I could still smoke it sometimes and make everything go away again, i know it won't and I'll just get worse and end up in the hospital or lost forever. Sober is good for me, though sometimes more difficult, but it is closer to my reality, which is better with schizoaffective. Good luck.