I see my t on a sliding scale. There is no way that I could afford his full fee. I felt a bit bad about that to start with. Still feel embarrassed when I pay. I'm really only paying him a token. Not even paying 5% of his full fee... But I can't afford a great deal. That was part of why I was so embarrassed to say that I wished I could see him more.

Sure people have to eat but I think that most therapists make a fair bit more than the bare basics. I don't begrudge them that at all (I just say this because I think that most therapists can afford to do some sliding scale work).

There is a hope that health insurance will kick in and pay 80% of the visits (starting this year because I've sat out the pre-existing condition exemption in the first year). But I'm fairly sure the intention behind paying 80% of specialist visits isn't to fund therapy twice weekly! I'll put in a claim and we will see... But yeah I do feel a bit bad about him seeing me for less. But if he didn't agree to do that... Then I couldn't see him (or anyone) at all.