This is why I first went to therapy. It was looking like my husbands therapist was going to hospitalize me so went to therapy. She's seen me suicidal, she's seen me homicidal, she's seen me non-responsive we've even talked about why I haven't been to the crisis center. She has very little notes on me except my hand written notes. She's always said she'd get me out as fast as she could if I was hospitalized. I asked her why she hasn't hospitalized me with all she knows about me. She just told me that I always teeter on the edge and some how I always come back. Sometimes she's amazed at how I can bounce back.

My therapists view is that a person knows best when they have to be admitted. I have never been hospitalized.