my dad told me to wear my medical bracelets on my trip. they say my name and my allergies and "schizophrenia" on them. hes worried ill be put in the hospital in cali while im there. im worried my extended family wont understamd my weird ways and quirks. and my panic attacks. or when i hear voices or get paranoid. they dont really know about my diagnosis and theyre the family i sent those psychotic weird letters to when i was really sick. especially this one family member who is actually pickingg me up from the airport.

im also so scared ill be one of those people to panic on the plane and get apprehended for it. god forbid duct taped to my seat by other passengers like that one guy was on the news.