3 weeks, Group therapy, Creative therapy, meditation sessions, medications changes, nursing staff is mediocre and do not deal with panic attacks well on this ward (we're fine on the acute ward) I should have left as soon as I go moved from the acute ward. Now I know thats when being in here does more harm than good. Due to them basically forcing meds onto me I am now immune to benzos (2.5mg of ativan, 2mg of clonazepam has zero effect on me). I have nothing to help with anxiety and I wont take Zyprexa for anxiety.

Feel so far from home and scared I now wont be able to cope since its been so long since being home. Short admissions are best. Im more drugged up now, which I could have done at home past the initial suicidal crisis. Wish I left weeks ago.