You aren't alone and if yr bf left you it's his problem. You didn't scare him away...he must have his own issues. When going thru hard times is when we find out who our true friends are. You are worthy of love and support. Don't ever forget that. Abandonment is very hard to manage...especially when people are leaving us. It's not yr fault it's theirs. Drinking will only make matters worse. Especially if yr meditated for yr illness. It makes the meds not work well. It is a temporary solution to a big problem. Try some good self care like getting good sleep, eating well balanced meals and drinking water. Moving can make matters harder too. I wish things to get better for you. Pm me anytime if you need to talk. God bless you. Hugs

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