I wish you the best, and the last inpatient really did give me help. Just know if you go in as a suicide risk it's completely different. I was put in the ER with 2 armed security guards. The Dr said they were looking for beds in the area and I had no say in where I went. Luckily for me I wasn't transfered which would take me away from my pdoc and cost an ambulance. I know what you mean about the frustration of having to wait for a freaking appt. There should be more pdoc clinics that take emergency clients.
Take Care

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