Thank you for your kind responses. Sometimes it feels a little overwhelming to look at all the posts and threads and see how much everyone is struggling. Right now I feel a lot more stable, but I'm scared of how I'll feel in the morning. Sometimes the anxiety is so bad that I'm scared to get out of bed. People keep telling me that it'll get better and sometimes it feels that way but it's so difficult when it feels like I'm trying to dig out a part of myself. I'm trying to reach out to people but I really don't want to be overwhelming for them. I feel like I can't function fully as an adult and that really upsets me because usually I want to be the person that's there for my friends.