I'm not very sure if this is the place to talk about this, and I'm so sorry that this is long, but I haven't been feeling quite good for the past six months. I can't go two days without completely breaking down and wondering if I'm even needed. I feel worthless, and I feel like all I've done is make things worse for others. I don't feel like I have a reason to feel so terrible, so all I can say is that I'm probably incredibly selfish for feeling this way. This past month, I've just gotten worse. It's gotten to a point where I just don't see the point in being here anymore I want to know if something's wrong with me. I want to get help. I've tried talking to a close friend, but I just feel like I've been annoying him a lot with the suicidal kinda talk. I want to go see a doctor, and I want an actual answer as to what's been going on with me. The problem is that I can't tell my parents how I've been feeling. I can't tell them that I don't want to live, you know? I don't know what to do. All I know is that I want to get better. But that doesn't seem like an option anymore