I hardly ever get out of the house except to get some food at a drive thru so I often just don't care if I get dressed or take a shower. If I am going somewhere social like a sit down restaurant or a doctor appt or the like I take more time to be presentable and clean and often put on makeup and polish my nails.

But I just don't have personal incentive when only my son sees me. Even with him living with me he spends most of his waking time in his room and I stay in the living room. He has told me I need a shower at times though.

Still no electric or lights working in my bathroom so today I went to the nearby gym and took a shower and then rewarded myself by using the tanning bed. I can't remember when I last showered but it was over a week ago.

If I can find a job I would take the time to clean up and look nice but who knows when that will happen. I've procrastinating that big time and seem to have a block to calling people I would like to use as references. Not sure how to get past that.