Is it normal to be hateful towards partners of your siblings? My brother is single yet if he met a woman and married her and had children I should be happy right, yet if he met a woman who loved him and hogged him I almost feel like I would make her life a misery. I know that makes me sound a cold selfish bastrd, but it is the truth. My family is mine, nobody else should be invited without my permission.
It may sound immature I don't know, but I feel I would threaten the woman to leave my brother alone and fck off out of his life just for my peace and calm. I'd hate my brother to have children, I would not want the responsibility of getting involved in stupid family stuff, birthdays, parties, babysitting, meh a pile of poxy stuff. I have enough stuff to pay for without the addition of a heap of brats. My mind just can't cope with new additions. I get used to the now, the here, I have always hated when the family changes, does anyone feel the same? Like if your dad died and your mom started dating another man, all that stuff just pees me so off. Meh.
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