Holy crow Roll Call has been moving fast!
I wish I was on as often as before but im trying to sell some things to get gas to see Bean. Got Some money to get gas and today we are driving over to see her. I hope it will be a good visit.

Usually the first few days at hospital are rough for her and we usually stay away until she is a bit more stable. It keeps her from getting so upset and agitated and crying to come home but their doing a flush to get a blood baseline for her new stuff.....
This should be an interesting visit.

Going back to last roll call, yes, I have seen malingering and it is ridiculous. You would think after a while a good T would pick up on it. In many cases, all they have to do is read through past history. In Beans case, she had 3 other hhospitalizations in 2 years with a dx of psychosis. We were told by the other T every time to educate ourselves.

I am sure it is a problem to figure out for pdoc and T to honestly find who is really ill in many cases. I think that is why I hesitate to call the hospital and holler at them. But it would benefit no one. So, I let it be and let those who know how to go about doing the investigating do it.

Lactating on Thorazine. Hmmmm...Beans Boobies are huge to begin with. I couldnt tell you if she lactated on her thorazine because she was not aware of many things. I wouldnt be surprised though. If it works for you and that is your only side effect and you are not gaining weight , well, maybe stick with it and see if it subsides over time?

Newtus, Wasnt the Twilight movies filmed up between n cali and the oregon border? It would be very cool to see those big trees. Try not to overthink the negative. That will make you sick just thinking about what may happen. Your going to make yourself miserable.

I am sure your family over there has all the needed information prior to you visiting so they know ahead of time what to do in an emergency. Your mom and dad would not let you go and your family over there would not invite you without there being prior knowledge of how your brain works.

so.Relax. You are going to have a good time. Your dad will be fine too. He is an adult and he will be working making money while your gone.

I want to say something personal to each of you and respond to your comments that I have been reading but my head is swimming in so many thoughts of what everyone has written that I cant think right now to respond personally.

I will have to try to get on more often during the day so I can actually communicate to you all on a more personal level.