am always eventually able to sort out that the ideas I experience are "crazy" so I am not truly delusional or anything. Apparently you can be delusional and know it. Honestly because your in college now use your resources. See what's available. Ask the therapist if they test for mental illness. If they do start there. If not ask deal with thoughts of grandiose. If not ask for a referral. Have the therapist make an appointment for you. Do NOT leave that office without a follow up appointment. If you do you'll most likely shrug it off for later and later will be years.