Dear LongLiveP.,

Yes, it sounds like you understand your recurring dream theme, congratulations.
The only thing is you say that you try, but feel paralyzed to fix it.

Sometimes when people say they try or are trying, what they really mean is they are not ready to make the next step.

Everything in your dream is YOU,
You are you, the car, the passenger, the driver, the fear of being controlled/out of control, and the crash.

You never arrive at a destination, you never mention where you are going.

But know that you do have control, what do you want to do or where do you want to go?

Take your personal power back, set up boundaries and don't allow people to control you.
You can do this in small steps or a leap either way is up to you!
Life is hard, Be Harder. Trust yourself and may you find many happy destinations!
H.