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Originally Posted by brokenentity
there's a voice in my head that answers my own question 'It doesn't really matter, nothing matters'.
My ambitions, my passions, my hope, they've all gone. Vanished. I'm on autopilot.
motto of my life is 'whatever'.
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I know what you're feeling.
I know that I miss the former "me".
I trying some "baby" steps on my own. I have to. I waiver between giving this ALL up and struggling on how to stay.
I'm now trying #100HappyDays for me, it's like a gratitude journal and hope it's a behavior that I can latch on too.
My head is always numb these days, my heart broken and shattered.
I know I need to reconnect them.
I hope you can too.