Thanks guys.... I just do not understand why my friends are so judgemental about depression. There really nicem There my best friends, but I could never tell them about depression. & I could never tell them that I want to kill myself, that I contemplate suicide.

How should I even bring it up to him? How should I get the conversation started? How much should I tell him?

I wish someone would come to me first, ask if im ok. Is there anyway I can have someone ask if I am, ok?