I do it to myself and wonder why im the way i am. Lost in my own mind from countless hrs in isolation I hardly can see the world clearly anymore. And to top it off taking antipsychotic and antidepressant medications. Just to stir things up even more. My family see only glimpses of me as I tend to slip in and out of their company. This is severe and do not know how to begin reversing what I have done to my mind. I feel "mad". The "madness" that receieved so much ambiguity 100s and 200 yrs ago.
And I have the pride to male it sound poetic. I rly am sick