hi again i have at times felt dismissed by drs and so called professionals in the mental health field other times they have been excellent like the rest of us they are human,i think it is because at times i can come across as well when i am dying inside .it relates to never asking for what i'm enitled to, i've slowly changed this attitude but its not easy. depending on your area there are schemes for people experiencing mental health problems check your local mental health teams and if ones are not in place ask why not ?good luck