I have no reason to not at least try my very hardest to trust them. They are both sincere people. I have a psy and coach if u will. Its just the distance i put between me and not just them EVERYONE. Im terrified of intimacy. And almost find it unbearable to embrace any kind of deep connection with another human being. Its sad. I once was nothing like this and think i very badly wounded myself in a life changing event that has left me absolutely not knowing who i am anymore.

Im sorry for the spill but i just would rly like to know others' opinions on what to do