Its easier to write than to verbally explain. I hardly know what that would be. Seriously and possibly quite worryingly i for a few nights a month back was searching cow fields at night for the infamous psilocin mushroom because I felt it was a cure to this entangled reality Ive managed to create for myself. As a form of third eye detox.

I dont mean to be "immature" or controversial but this is something I rly did out of desperation and real hope. Thats my spiritual try anyways